Spiritual retreat diary ~ Thurs night ~ Wow! Is it possible to move up one mental abiding in 4 hours? Got a rollocking for breathing too loudly this morning, but they have no idea wot maras (demons) I was fighting at the time. Seem to have them on the back foot now tho. S'funny, suppose the mara of, say, hate is disturbing your mind, the demon takes the form of your current hate figure in your mind, but isn't really....seem to be winning...
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fri las day ~~ afterthe empowerment in the summer I practiced Qiuck Path to Great Bloss every day, all 3 hours of it, till Nov wen all hell broke loose & I couldn't for a bit. I thought, 'right, take a break, go on retreat & start again. Didn't need to start again tho, nothing I did earlier on was ever wasted, I got straight back into it, picked up right where I left off, realised, velieved for 1st time that these attainments are possible, Wahay! I'M ON MY WAY!
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